Monologue

I could never write about someone that I love. I feel I would be betraying them. Stabbing their back somehow. I could perhaps write them a poem and share that with you, I could tell you about how I love them, but not how they love me too. I could tell you if they didn't love me, if they didn't feel the same way I did or all about how they hurt me, assuming they did. 

I think that's not really fair to you. I don't think that's really what you should write about, or feel about what you write. The only reason I say that, is because the ultimate character of all your stories, the only one that gets to share their vision of their world and their experience, the protagonist in all of them, that person is you.